Going Too Far

Which step has gone too far? Which tear shouldn't be shed? Are you even on the right path or should you stop and start on making your own new one? Why do I ask these questions to myself so late at night? It's simple. My heart tells me to trust and love while the ones I've known all my life are telling me to stop and turn back. The heartbrake that comes with every arguement is worse than losing them all together sometimes. I am worth so much but I don't know if I will ever get all the things I want. I need to fight but I have no clue what I should even be doing. It's so easy to tell others what to do but when it comes to yourself you become lost. Well, that wont be me anymore.